My little Holland, You are going to kindergarten tomorrow. When we had to decide if we wanted to add to our family of four, the answer for me was always yes. I knew that you were out there, and I just had to bring you into our lives. I will never say you made it easier, but I will always say you made it better. You were the crescendo to the twilight of my years parenting young children. Your childhood has been a gift to me as a mother. You let me experience it all over again- birth, nursing, exhaustion, frustration, joy, laughter and wonder. You are so funny (your faces, your expressions, the way you dance). You are so sweet. (Your tender heart, the way you crave touch and caresses, the way you pull my hair and tell me you love me, like you did just today). I haven’t wished away your childhood. I get it now. I see how fast it goes. The thumb sucking, asking for help to do things you could do b...
Tomorrow I send my first born to kindergarten. He is so excited. So ready. He is 6 years old after all; there is no more putting this off. It is time for him to move on to life's next adventure. How is it possible that this time has come? How can he be so big, when my arms so clearly remember holding him as a newborn, a toddler, a chubby little boy? Just tonight as I held him, his tired hands found and tugged on my hair, just as they have done ever since I nursed him. He is not little anymore. He is tall; more muscle than pudge, and so curious about being grown up. What will this next chapter hold for him? How much joy, and how much pain? Will he make good friends? Will he get his feelings hurt? Will he be kind and remember the Golden Rule? How much of his innocence and passion will get trampled on? Will he still love me best? Will he still want me to hold him close and to run my fingers through his hair and up and down his back? Will he still pull on my hair when h...
Our snack situation at home reached a critically low level today. Since fiber is the word around here lately, I reached for this recipe. I'm not sure if I'd go so far as to call these bars healthy. They are very rich, due to the large amounts of sugar and fat that they contain... so healthy... no. But wholesome? Perhaps. In addition to the fat and sugar that you'll find in the recipe, you'll also find whole wheat flour, old-fashioned oats, and flax seed. They are really filling. I don't know about you, but it takes at least 3 cookies to satisfy my sweet tooth. One of these bars will do it, but there is something about knowing that they contain whole grains and omega 3's that makes reaching for another one seem justifiable. WHOLE WHEAT CHOCOLATE REVEL BARS 1 cup butter, softened 2 cups packed brown sugar 1/4 cup flax seed (optional) 1 teaspoon baking soda 2 eggs 2 teaspoons vanilla 1 1/2 cups all-purpose flour 1 cup whol...
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